Being hopeful…
What happens to a man when he loses everything? Everything he has worked for… everything he believed in…
I had always been hopeful… Hopeful for the good things in life… Hopeful for the betterment in the quality of my life…but being hopeful is just not enough…
Don’t you wish sometimes that you have no feelings? So that you will not be caught up with emotions at all. The very person that lifts you up sky high… could crush you down to the ground. I am going through those emotions right now.
Yeah I could fight it but I can’t stop myself from thinking about it. Until I am preoccupied by something else that could take my mind off all the fucked up things that has happened, I’ll feel like shit.
I am just tired…tired of trying to make the people I care about happy…tired of the performance that is put up for me to make me believe that everything is alright…Maybe I should just give up and not care bout others anymore…but I guess I just can’t stoop that low…since I had always been a believer…
When God gives you something good, he’ll also take something back in return. It is to balance life. Else, you’ll forget him. Hardly does he ever give you without taking anything back in return. So…I guess I have to just live with this fact of life…
Crushed
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Its called Life, brother… Everyone has their ups and downs. Think of all the good times and life becomes worth it.
At least, your friends don’t think that you’ll be the one to be poisoned first (like our dear friend Khairil).
It’s not fun being senseless u know. Hope u’ll get over this down time soon. Take care!
jyeah.. that goes without saying. what God gives us, He will take some back in return to balance life. it may feel like its unfair huh. bt come to think of it, the life that He gave us is far more than everything we could have ever asked for. gratitude.
Feelings are what makes us human. It is what made us fall in love in the first place. Chill dude, life is like a sea monkey in a wine glass…Don’t ask me why…